In a pile of shit.....

I was really stressed out until i read amy and jo's post
then I realized Im not alone
then i found the inspiration to write this post
Wheee


lol Im starting to see how funny it is now
i mean u know how u yourself feels like
mlif (my life is fked)
and then u see everyone around you huru hara oso
and then you take a moment to think
and then everything lightens up again
i dunno
its that funny tingly feeling u get
lol
i mean its like ive been through this before
with SPM
with final year projects in college
and that everything will eventually work itself out



also knowing your not alone
that what youre going through is equally as harsh
that not all is unfair after all...
wait that wasnt meant to offend anyone who is in shit atm
lol sry
but i function in the way that i find inspiration
from ppl around me
especially my good friends
cue to 'awww'
lame


im rambling
and im liking it
2:17am
times ticking
thesis...thesis...thesis...
i have 5 days left
actually 7
but i need 2 frikkin days to bind...minimum
so risky
and it costs like 30 pounds for binding one book
i need to bind 2
and everyone will be binding at the same time
omg
die lo like that


why am i so slowww
i made beautiful progress last sunday and monday
now im back to a friggin crawlllll
ugh practically wasted wed and thurs
by feeling complacent with how i was going
my heads all hazy and heavy these past few days
is it cuz im not exercising?
my butt seriously hurts
from sitting infront of my laptop
10 hours a day




im tired
but not tired
i think im mentally exhausted
my brain says 'no...i need fb noww'
my fingers say type your thesis
unfortunately my brain controls my fingers
my left arm hurts
from being in the same position for so long
ive wasted tons of paper
i dont think researching at this level is necessary
im an undergraduate
i didnt sign up for this le




but i guess its good exp
i m learning
i think
positive thoughts!
ive nvr spent this long on a single piece of work
since fyp during the college days
and that was 4 months
this is 7 months
so time consuming
i want to watch more docos
this post is becoming very pointless




when i go down to london again
im gonna get lola redvelvet
and busaba pad thai
mmmm

and this is what you get from 7 minutes of non stop typing anything that pops into your head lol