In a pile of shit.....

I was really stressed out until i read amy and jo's post
then I realized Im not alone
then i found the inspiration to write this post
Wheee


lol Im starting to see how funny it is now
i mean u know how u yourself feels like
mlif (my life is fked)
and then u see everyone around you huru hara oso
and then you take a moment to think
and then everything lightens up again
i dunno
its that funny tingly feeling u get
lol
i mean its like ive been through this before
with SPM
with final year projects in college
and that everything will eventually work itself out



also knowing your not alone
that what youre going through is equally as harsh
that not all is unfair after all...
wait that wasnt meant to offend anyone who is in shit atm
lol sry
but i function in the way that i find inspiration
from ppl around me
especially my good friends
cue to 'awww'
lame


im rambling
and im liking it
2:17am
times ticking
thesis...thesis...thesis...
i have 5 days left
actually 7
but i need 2 frikkin days to bind...minimum
so risky
and it costs like 30 pounds for binding one book
i need to bind 2
and everyone will be binding at the same time
omg
die lo like that


why am i so slowww
i made beautiful progress last sunday and monday
now im back to a friggin crawlllll
ugh practically wasted wed and thurs
by feeling complacent with how i was going
my heads all hazy and heavy these past few days
is it cuz im not exercising?
my butt seriously hurts
from sitting infront of my laptop
10 hours a day




im tired
but not tired
i think im mentally exhausted
my brain says 'no...i need fb noww'
my fingers say type your thesis
unfortunately my brain controls my fingers
my left arm hurts
from being in the same position for so long
ive wasted tons of paper
i dont think researching at this level is necessary
im an undergraduate
i didnt sign up for this le




but i guess its good exp
i m learning
i think
positive thoughts!
ive nvr spent this long on a single piece of work
since fyp during the college days
and that was 4 months
this is 7 months
so time consuming
i want to watch more docos
this post is becoming very pointless




when i go down to london again
im gonna get lola redvelvet
and busaba pad thai
mmmm

and this is what you get from 7 minutes of non stop typing anything that pops into your head lol

Cold and complicated

...gotta get this manki off my back

pun intended in more ways than one

...of random thoughts and monopoly DEAL

Back in London again
sy invited me to stay over before we all go for hols
played monopoly Deal with him kok ming and his fren till 3
damn addictive
.....and vindictive




Had a sudden thought on my way to london...
why is there such hostility between
Christianity and Islam
whereas
Buddhism and Hinduism co-exists so peacefully
I guess Chinese and Indians dont like choi suing
and Angmohs have a knack for controlling everything they see
sigh i hate doing group work with angmohs
arrogant empty vessels
well so far anyway....

Docs Phase

Just recently
ive been watching a few documentaries
that i found of particular interest
...well actually cuz they were oscar nominated lol
but neway got into the mood these past few days
felt the urge to watch something that had some scholastic value
or mebbe i just syiok sendiri
thinking taht watching these things would make me smarter lol




Newayyyy Burma VJ was one of the docs that got nominated
and for good reason
mainly due to the difficulty of actually obtaining footage
on what goes on in the military junta ruled Burma
it was a great watch as u could relate to it
due to our proximity with them and them being in ASEAN
kinda makes u appreciate life in msia more
but then again
the politics and corruption in msia is just as appalling
go watch this
actually go watch 'Home' first since u can just you tube it
this one go channel 4.com for those of u in UK
for those of u elsewhere....tough
cuz the direct streaming sites dont offer subs
and even if they do,
it doesnt make sense lol




The other doc that deserves praise would be 'The Cove'
even though i dont realy give a fk bout dolphins
it made me care for a second
and it was quite epic when that guy walked into the IWC meeting
with a computer screen attached to his body
of what was actually happening
but wadeva man
we have bigger problems than dolphins at hand
and sides dolphins are the only living creatures on earth
that can consciously rape females
and in most case the girls die......
due to drowning la
dirty minded ppl







This won the recent academy award btw
which i felt was a rather partial decision by the guild
due to it being american
and how made-for-america-the-film-was
and u know how ignorant those fools are in the north
so yea...bet most of them dont even know where Burma is
or what Home is about
i felt that 'Home' deserved more credit than it got
hence my annoyance to the matter
its just so effin pretty
watch 'Home' NOW
GO!!
All 3 of you
that means u edine n lionel and ronald
.....who i suspect are the only ones are still reading this shit
LOL :P
Its fking free and easy for gods sake
and it took 15 bloody years
for your pleasure and enlightenment



when youre done, come comment pls
domo

School Days

I just finish watching this anime called 'School Days'
when i really should be doing my assignments
but neway this is how i werk...





Man... dont let the innocent look of this anime fool u
It has got probably one of the freakiest endings
everrr
its like an OMGWTFBBQROLFPWNED ending
it still gives me the shudders thinking bout it
anime endings tend to do that
theyre nvr what u expect
but this one...a bit over and disturbing
go watch if interested
the link is posted up there free to watch, no virus'
promise lol

Thirsty joke?

For the thirsty portion of this
After work today,
actually i have been noticing for quite a while
just that i nvr bothered to pen it down,
i realized that europeans,
particularly british ppl
are really thirsty





Heck on the train down to london during CNY
this guy sitting opp me sharing the same table
had a six pack stored away in his bag
and he was like draining it down the pipes
by the time he was done
i tot hed had enuf
but noo...
he went to the shop and got 2 more pints
and 15 mins before our journey ended
he went off to get another
but alas the shop was closing
his face was fking red lo
reeked alcohol
felt a bit uncomfortable with him in front of me during the journey
but he held on well
shit man
8 pints....
and he didnt even need to go to the toilet
where does it all gooo
i cant even finish a half pint






neway for the second half of this post,
was watching a trailer for the movie
a tree in tanjung malim
by tan chui mui
who is freaking awesome malaysian director
but neway the joke goes like this


'Mr. Panda had only one wish....
and that was to take photographs in colour'





LOL!
ingenious

Home

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jqxENMKaeCU

Wanted to embed since the whole movie is distributed freely like 'zeitgeist', but its been disabled.


Was in the mood for a documentary so i googled and got this....and what a pleasant surprise it was indeed! Though the message maybe slightly cliched, the way the movie was directed and put together was amazinggg. Almost every single frame of the documentary is like an art piece that belongs in some atelier or museum. Every scene is just brimming with colour and such an organic feel its like giving your eyes a refreshing change of candy worth feasting on.


And the narration by Glenn Close helped in conveying the message well.



Avatar took 10 years to prepare and be made.......Home took 15 years! & im so fking relieved that avatar did not win best picture at the oscars.



Rated 8.1 on IMDB, go do yourself a favour and watch this! but like i said, its slightly cliched but u have to experience this assault of perfect imagery on your eyes to believe it for yourself.




The world never looked so beautiful......'It's too late to be a pessimist'