Tuesday, 14 December 2010

Musings

Hrm a wise fren once said,
'Every generation is unique, no comparison should ever be made'

Friday, 29 October 2010

October 2010

Once again
3 years running
October...
u have been rather cruel to me throughout my life in UK
Nov usually gets worse but im prepared
more than ever
& I have finally come to appreciate manchester for the city it is lol



life goes on
and friends help along the way
thats what life is all about i guess?





Fighting!

Thursday, 5 August 2010

Of Inception, Toy Story 3 and the past couple of days...

Inception - A mind bending 8.5
Toy Story 3 - A heart wrenching 8.5


Watched em 2 within the past couple of days
aint gonna expect much from 2010 for movies
based on whats to come out
so these 2 would prolyl be your best bets for best pic/director/animation
in nxt yrs oscars



parents left me 2 days ago
am feeling quite lost about what to do with my life
things dont usually go according to plan
so why have a plan rite?
though having direction throughout my life
i feel the symptoms of withdrawal taking hold of me
i guess thats part of growing up


though i only wished that i couldve spent
more time with my parents
the time we had in the past month has been
everything i could ever ask for
From late nite duck rice supper at chinatown
to leicester sq sessions lol
from driving around scotland
to train rides acros the uk
from taking short strolls around london
to exploring cities to the point of breaking our legs
From simple logistical solving through the phone
to long light hearted conversations at nite in the living room
oh how i miss them so...
i owe them so much



It truly is just the little things that matters
i feel like i need to go back home
but i feel ill be regretting that decision a few months down the road




Well life must be hard sometimes rite?
u cant always have too much of a good thing...
though being apart is cruel :(
but i have to figure out this part of my life
on my own
I hope this heartbreaking phase passes like all before
I can only hope with time

Thursday, 1 July 2010

To May & June

For being the best couple of months
I couldve ever ask for in the UK
Thxxx







Tonight will be my last shift in M Utd
Sigh....






Id better see someone famous !!!!

Saturday, 19 June 2010

USH 2.1 BITCH

I finally received my final transcript
after much bated breath
and nerves
i built up enough courage to open the email
which then said the results were in an attached pdf
which then caused me so much tension
cuz i had to psych myself up all over again
and then had to scroll quite far down the page of the pdf
to finally see what ive graduate with....



2.1 BITCH
so relieved....
i was hoping for the better
but shouldnt be too greedy la
was very disappointed indeed with my thesis marks
but oh well!
2.12.12.12.12.12.1!
not bad at all
im finally a graduate!
and its fathers day in a few minutes....
cant wait to break the good news
my dad deserves a lonngggg break after this
as im the last child to graduate.





so proud of both my parents :' )

Tuesday, 15 June 2010

Exactly 1 year ago...

on June 15th 2009
I would be in Heathrow Terminal 3
waiting to fly on a jet plane at 3 pm
back home to where the heart is
but alas
gotta do what ya gotta do i say!










trying to stay positive

Wednesday, 19 May 2010

Of Unjust Enrichment & Remuneration



So this afternoon
i received some remuneration
albiet not all
but still better than nth la




Thats 87 of 107 pounds(minimum)
hes given back



....and yes thats a bag of pound coins
20 pounds worth
he obviously stole that
from the coinbox of 'Happy Valley'
fking bastard
i cant stand how keh si he is la
hes supposedly coming back from wales
at round 3 am
to pass me the 20pound remainder
i highly doubt ill be getting it there and then




what a loser i tell u

The Aftermath

it has been exactly been 1 week
since ive been emancipated
.....for life



what can i say
contrary to what i tot would have been a relaxing aftermath
ive actually been pretty busy
and been spending HEAPSSS
omg...
i think the amount ive spent this past week
can cover like my whole month's
expense ....





cant really rmemeber what ive done though
all i know is that ive been eating out almost everyday
cept once when i had to finish up
perishables in my fridge which were growing mouldy
that was a glutton fest of vegs and fruits as i recalled




my love for korean food has been growing
at an exponential rate



one of the highlights of this week has got to be
the nottingham trip i organized yesterday
tot it was going to be a bummer
as i initially assume my interests didnt match up
turned out GREAT!
had such an awesome time
though we only had a short 8 hours
nott came as a great surprise
went there expecting nth much
thx to mel and some others
who were telling me notts hasnt got much
that lowered my expectations
which was a great thing cuz i kinda liked notts
haha



will be blogging bout notts later

Sunday, 9 May 2010

The Sky Kingdom

This is so fking cool!
i implore u to watch till the end!
wanna embed but got disabled...
look at all em wretched comments
assholes




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VzJbWUjSfyA




Lawyers!
we need u to bring justice to Malaysia!



Friday, 7 May 2010

Move alongggg



admittedly a bit gay in terms of colour scheme

Wednesday, 5 May 2010

What went down...

baby i get
down down down down daoun
daaaaa--ahh-aun
daaaaaa-ahh-aun






what went down
on wednesday the 28th of Apr
was that we got simon to sign a 'written agreement'
(all u lawyers correct me if im wrong)
stating that if he does not pay us by end of june
hell willingly accept any legal action taken against him

sry if it seems a little bit tacky with the
liquid cancellation and handwritten works
i was raging at that time and
churned out whatever i could impulsively
is this even enforceable?
got my neighbour to witness it
(law ppl!)







neway after an hour of bickering
more like shouting with indignation
and disbelief at how fking sly, shrewed
and sweet talking that bastard was
we went at it from like 2 in the morning till 3
he was like wiggling his way out of all the accusations
....more like evidence
as if it didnt matter at all
finally when he admitted that he took the money
and used it for his own
(eg. loan sharking, n paying off his loans)
actually he didnt even admit it
we had to force it out of him







he kept on going like
'it dont matter, the bills are going to get paid anyway'
i was like what the fk
what did he even mean by that
we kept showing him the 2008 -2009 bill
and he said
'thats been paid edi, just that the bank
made a mistake with the money
so the payment never got through'
we didnt believe a word he said
.....well obviously





then he was going on and on bout
'why u all getting all worked up for,
the bills will get paid at the end of the calander yr'
i was like what the fk again
if he was goign to pay the bills at the end of the yr,
which of course is supposed to be unethical
as u are supposed to pay the bills as they come
or quarterly/monthly
hence the bills that came on dec and apr
which werent even supposed to come as he
said he had them on direct debit,
he should have asked us for the money at the end of the yr right?
then he was liek it dont matter
'it dont matter'
'it dont matter, the bills will get paid'
in his fking scouse accent
whihc nearly caused one of my hsmates to explode
and punch him in the face
on top of that he overcharged us
hence i showed him the calculations
cuz he was too fking obtuse
to grasp simple mental math
i showed him on paper
step by step
and yet he still didnt understand y he owed us so much
i said wadeva u just owe us that much (107 pounds)
assuming that he only paid for the tv lisence and water bills
and for us to get back 107 pounds
would also mean that our bills are all paid up to july
as i calculated





im prolly missing out a lot of shit
as im recalling an issue of when i was all fired up
and emotional
so theres a lot thats still cloudy
and forgotten




neway
the whole interrogation got me fking thirsty
dunno why im mentioning it
but that was something i really rememebered
i think cuz i was the only one doing the justification
the other 3 cheds were just backing me up
and cornering him with their random outbursts
which were quite entertaining actually
as they cant really speak english
and were more brawn than anything
and i wanted to see them smack the shit out of
that bastard
a bit violent but justified i feel
the thought i mean lol






what still irks me was how fking
cool and unaffected he was with the whole issue
he kept saying
'its not a lot of money'
'ive got money put in somewhere else'
so keleng keh si ccb kia
he felt absolutely no remorse whatsoever
and felt that what he did was not wrong at all
as he was 'going to' pay the bills anyway
wtf
WTF





OOO
i forgot one huge part
when the 3 of them showed him
the 2008 - 2009 bill again
after i did all the calculations for this yr
they vividly recalled paying him a minimum of 300pounds
for 4 payments for the 4 Qs of that yr
and said that they needed their money back for that as well
which amounted to about 500 pounds each after deduction
dunno hows he going to come up with that much money
on top of having to pay for rent, the unpaid bills
and his car loan
with him being unemployed and working at his parents
take away in liverpool
so tua pau wan man
fking arrogant bastard i tell u
amy's seen him b4
she dont like him
she thinks hes an asshole
upon her first impression






neway bet hes done this
plenty of times b4 hence his
complacency towards the issue
i have a feeling the other 3 wont get their money back
but im going to make sure i will






then on friday of that week
so fking chun man
luckily i passed up my assignment at
11:55pm
deadline 12pm
past it = - 10marks
then the line slowly died round 12ish
benny wasnt able pass up on time
even though he submitted at 11:58
as i was with him
and had difficulties accessing as well
we had to pass up online u see
and
when i was with benny
the internet explorerer error
kept appearing
alas the time recorded 12:01:04
pity
and it was all that bastard simon's fault again






we couldnt access the internet
past 1 am
so we immediately assumed it was cut off
i was like
'u gotta be fking kidding me'
so we went for some chinese at tai wu
till 4 am
cuz nth else to do as it was our final assignment
then in the morning round 11 am
(simon was in liverpool edi)
i tried looking for the Virgin media bills
for our internet in his room
found it all torn up into pieces in the dustbin
we had to piece them together to get the callcentre no.
as we couldnt access the internet to get the no.
how we knew it was in his dustbin?
beats me
be we found loads of other bills together
with it
lol






so i msged simon first
fking agitated and groggy
saying 'what happened to the internet'
he said he called Virgin up
saying that the area had a problem
so i then proceeded to calling Virgin myself
they said it wasnt an area problem
and forwarded me to bills and payments
and told me that it was indeed suspended due to non payment!
i was like
'...ure kidding me'
but wasnt surprised





so i then called simon up
he didnt pick up
i called again
he hung up
FKER
i then txted
pay the bills now
he then txted back saying
'its due to area problem! i called them!'
i blew a fuse but contained myself
as i remembered ronald saying that we should resolve
problems amicably especially when dealing with bastards
like this guy
so i txted back
saying
'i called them up twice to confirm, we need to do our assignments
so pls pay the internet bills now'
so i felt i handled that msg pretty well
considering how my anger threshold
was already way passed its limit






2 hours later
k bills sorted
fking bastard i tell u
internet could work thereafter




but when we were in his room
piecing together the torn up bill
we found something else.....



yeap THATS RIGHT
its the fking tv license invoice
dated: 28 March 2010
yes yes
the 1 of the 2 only bills he
specifically said hes paid for
that was the point where i lost it
and waited for all of them to leave the room
before i ....
k wait jsut in case simon finds this blog
i better not say anything
that could be used to incriminate me
lol
want to know more
u know where to find me





neway that means i have to debit 30 more pounds
into our banks!
lets hope he actually pays us back
or therell be hell to pay
starting wth his mom
simons scared of his mom btw
not the 'arent we all type'
but the really scared type
well, thats what he told us neway
i rememebr these things
lol


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on a lighter note
i just came back from watching
kick-ass
my oh my
is it violent
that girl is going to be a star
the tone of the movie wouldve surely fooled anyone
at first
until the accident happened
then it was liek WOAH
holy shit
neway watch it
really entertaining
final bits couldve been more epic
but a good watch nevertheless
orange 2 for 1!




had brazillian buffet at 'bem brasil' before catching the movie
a bit too salty
reminded me a lot of
the Carvery in kch
damn jelak now
i think the carvery is a lot better though
though ive nvr tried the full buffet b4

Sunday, 2 May 2010

Too late

k the title may have some implicit relation
to what has been happening
will promise to tell u guys what went down
when i find the time



but for now,
i accidentally stumbled upon this music video
its super nice but sad
though the one thing that sold it for me
was how unique it was
incorporating the whole sarawakian dayak thing in
its just so different and cool
and theyre an upcoming band
from Kuching!
they way it was filmed n edited damn keng oso lo
theyre called 'the Remnant'
originally a church band during their school days...
lets hope they make it big
i dont listen to chinese songs
so this is saying a lot






becuz im a noob at editing my html
alternatively watch it here,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0vbiDSUJvAE



Tuesday, 27 April 2010

Update on the Li Scandal



Fuck x 100
cbkias GONNA GET ITTT
i just txt sy and called amu
confirming that if u have something on direct debit
the will NOT send u an invoice
like duhh




neway this morning kirk/x's fren
tried calling e-on our energy provider
cuz his names are on the bills
instead of CBKIA'S
he called trying to change it back to CBKIA's name
(surname Li hence the title)
but they said cannot
so he then double confirmed with them
if the acc really is on direct debit or not
they said no
otherwise they wouldnt have sent us invoices
like duhh again






moving on i woke up at 2pm just now
and called them up again cuz x's fren damn noob in talking
i wanted to find out how much has been paid
and how much we owe....
and to see if really can change the name or not
becuz cbkia changed the name without x's fren's consent!
what a bastard
so i needed to know how was dat possible
since x's fren cant change it back to cbkia Li




i called up
found out that cbkia changed it
when i moved into the house saying got new tenants in
but in actually fact im the only new tenant
as the 4 of them have been in this house
since sept 2008
hence he was able to change it then....
without x's frens consent





sooo i then proceeded to ask
how much do we actually owe them
for electricity we owe 611.20
since sept 2009!
meaning he nvr paid the bills since then!
i initially tot he just havent paid for jan - apr
but infact the jan-apr consisted
of sept - dec as well
and he summore so daring show us jan - apr 500 pounds
i was already like WTF y so exp
then he said....dunno
cuz u guys are up till so late everyday
and he nvr switch off his laptop
but even so, believe me
it will nvr be that much
so were paying double for sept - dec
as cbkia already said he paid for sept - dec
so hes a fker for lying to us




then i called the gas provider British Gas
to find out more
found out he indeed hasnt paid for gas since sept as well
and the bill only amounted to 447 pounds to date!




so till this day we have paid simon 607.2 pounds pp
341 for first payment
266.2 for second
and i have prove as i was the only smart one
transferring money through IB
so i have an online statement showing how much ive paid
the rest of them cheds use liquid cash



MEANING 611.2 + 447 = 1058.2
(not inclusive of internet water and tv license)
607 *4 of us = 2428pounds
FUCK OFF
embezzling at least a thousand pounds
and that doesnt even include 2008-2009
of which im not involved
so i dont give a fk
im practically doing all the work here




SO now thats outta the way
i said in my last post hes supposed to come back this afternoon
i called my landlady up
to come to our house
(just so u know, simon doesnt know abt us knowing bout
the bills)
to tell her bout the bills
then she was flabbergasted as well
so x's fren tried calling him first to ask him when is he coming down
cbkia din pick up
LINDA (landlady - old and slightly senile)
called him up after
he PICKED UP!





and so she said to him
'SIMON when are u coming down?!'
'Where are U!'

cbkia: 'er er er ill come back tomorrow yea'

Linda: ' Simon, this is starting to get cheeky
u'd bettter come back down tomorrow'


*hangs up*





we already discussed with linda not to tell anything
bout the bills
cuz then hell be too scared to come down
BUT HE HAS TO
hes got his laptop everything down here
and he had the fking nerve
to msg Linda saying
'ive got some money missing, so dunno....
gotta settle that first before paying your rent'
FUCKING CB KIA





im practically flaring while im typing this
erm so Linda suggested we also call his family to give
him one last chance if he doesnt arrive tomorrow
before we go to the police
luckily
cbkia gave the 3 of them
calenders from his take out in liverpool!
meaning his take out no. is on it!
can u imagine?

'Hello, happy valley take out, what would u like?'


'Mrs Li? your son has embezzled thousands of pounds'


A going to be not-so-Happy Valley Calender




will keep u guys updated







Monday, 26 April 2010

Fcking Bastard V2

OK the previous post may have sounded a little
on the gloomy disappointed melancholic side
cuz i tot he was a nice person
but now im furious
i am fcking angry
because something new came up
new evidence that that person is truly a bastard
but lemme run u guys through what instigated all of this
its a long complicated story
if not interested cant blame u
but its fking up my life :S




k on friday 23rd of April
it was supposed to be a day of celebration
as i barely slept the whole week
but managed to finish my contract law assignment
and my Thesis (which is a huge accomplishement)
and handed it in on time at 1pm that day


so neway by the time i came home
it was round 330pm
i was in a state of euphoria and treated myself to some pret
neway at approx 4pm
'benny/x' (one of my housemates, i have 4 housemates...
3 of them are msian, 1 hk bbc/simon so 5 of us altogether)
came over to my room and handed me 200 pounds to pass to
'simon/cbkia'
for bills that was due
and have assumingly been paid by cbkia already



i was the middle man
u see i wasnt even supposed to be fking involved
but ull c later y this is a good thing becuz
it has escalated to a certain point edi





ok slightly off track but getting on again
neway the 3 msians including x had to go to work
hence x passed me the 200 pounds cuz he tot ill be at home
cuz cbkia keep msging x saying he needs the money now
like 5 times the day b4 and friday itself
and another txt saying hes coming back
in the evening to collect the money
hence x passed me the money thinking ill be at home lo





but then my frisbee mates txted me to meet
at the field 10 minutes from my house to play
so i decided ok should be for a short while
so i left in a rush leaving the money on my table
plain as day to see as the window and sun
shone onto my table
and i made a terrible mistake of forgetting to lock
my door
i mean cmon no one is supposed to be at home
cbkia was supposedly in liverpool
and the 3 of them i trust them not to steal
n i know they couldnt have
cuz they left the same time i did at round 430pm
and we all had an alibi
we were with someone
somewhere





i came back round 630pm
was fking tired as i havent been sleeping
and was playing like mad
and was also in a rush
as i got a txt from a fren saying were going out to eat
so i left the house rite after coming back home to get my wallet
which was suppossed to be nxt to the 200 pounds on the table
but i didnt notice that the 200 pounds was already gone
and my door was unlocked
so by the time i came back from dinner
it was 11pm
and it was then i realized the money was gone



so obviously, who do u think took it?
cbkia had a record for taking a few pounds in coins
of my other housemates tables
when they were in the kitchen or toilet
thinking they wouldnt notice
and when i called cbkia at 11pm
he fking pretend that the line was bad and kept
saying 'hello...hello x 10' and hung up
i tried calling again
but he ignored
then finally he picked up after the 5th time
and i said in a very flustered voice
as i was still a bit huru hara
and fking tired
'have u taken your 200 pounds of my table?'
then he paused and sounded nervous
forgot what he said
but it was along the lines of 'dunno bout that'
'was in liverpool since this morning'




this was before i found out bout the whole txts thing
abt cbkia being desparate for the money
so i called x's friend (whose my housemate)
as x's phone was conveniently out of bat
so fking ridiculous
its like all in favour for cbkia the situation
neway i tot x went back into my room to get back the 200 pounds
as that would be the only explanation
but he said no unfortunately
and i know non of them would go inside my room without
me being there
let alone take money
the funny thing is that the 200 pounds was meant for
cbkia but he doesnt want to admit that he took it edi
even though we dont have a shred of evidence
with my door conveniently unlocked




so fked up i tell u
so other evidence pointing towards motivating him to lie
is that he lost his job
and is currently seeking job seekers allowance
we know he loves to party
and spends fking hell lot
works part time at his parents chinese take away in liverpool
so hes practically gone the whole weekend
and will only becoming back tomorrow so this issue is still ongoing
which is stressing me out
and i have an assignment due this friday and cant deal with this shit atm




but then just now...
we got 2 letters saying we did not pay the bills for jan - apr
and they need immediate payment
in 5 days or theyll cut everything off
but thats impossible as
cbkia said its on direct debit
so in fact he hasnt even paid the bills!
and used all our money that weve given already
for drinks and what not....
so obvious
FUCKING BASTARD




even worse is that we finally realized how much hes swindled of us
since 2008
but i wasnt in this house then
i only just moved in in 2009 sept
thats y i have be rather wary of why were the bills
so fking exp
in fact he hasnt been paying any
so they keep moving it forward to the nxt month
for the months he hasnt paid
such a bastard
on top of that theres an outstanding bill for 2008 - 2009
for 800 pounds!
thats when i wasnt here yet
meaning he nvr paid the bills
how?




i did some P.I. work as we had the key to his room
another long story
but evidence i found
was that he really was on job seekers allowance and
he just went for drinks last week in manc
and spent 1080 pounds on 2 bottles of cristal and wad not
and i can prove that!
damn.. i tot i couldve proved he was in the house
at round 5pm on friday too
as he left his lappie on
so i tot he miteve sent a msg on msn
showing msg last recieived at 5pm
but alas...not so lucky
so we tried searching his room for the 200pounds
but then realized impossible la
as he was quite desperate for the money
as he prolly owes ppl in liverpool
so he prolly rushed into my room thinking i was home
to get it as x txt him saying 'bernie has the money edi
so get it from him'
so obviously its him edi
and yet he denies it


nvm well get him soon
ILL GET HIM
im going to threaten him tomorrow
when my landlady comes round to collect cbkias rent
as hes supposedly coming back tomorrow
ill be threatening him
saying ill bring the matter of the bills up to the police
if he doesnt settle it right away
also
he finished studying last yr edi
so ill threaten by saying he tried escaping from council taxes
by changing the name on the bills to one of my housmates
where it should actually be cbkias name as
hes supposed to be dealing with the bills
he even lied to us by saying its on direct debit
if it was
then the invoices wouldnt come rite?
with the method of payment slip at the bottom
what a faggot i tell u



ill be filling u guys in on the outcome
theres prolly a lot more im not saying cuz
its rather complicated
but thats the gist of it so far




some pics for evidence


Job seekers allowance

clubbing 1080 pounds
(if u go to his fb page through my fren list
ull find him and theres prove that he went
to the event)

unpaid bills we overpaid for





loooong overdue since 2009

Friday, 23 April 2010

A story to tell

'A picture is worth a thousand words'





I have a picture that tells a whole story




Despite how fking tired i am rite now,
having only slept for 3 hours
pulling allnighters this past crazy week for my thesis and contract law,
There is a story i need to tell
to remind myself n people around me
about this very complicated incident revolving around me n the people i live with
and trust issues
sigh sometimes...i really cant fking believe how things turn out
i really cant
its as if by chance or fate
that i do things out of the blue that i dont normally do
and it just so happens to be at the wrong time and place



I have to wake up at 7 30am which is in 4 hours fml
to get to work
so ill continue with this later
as the story has only just begun...literally









Tuesday, 20 April 2010

Victory Dance

After several hiccups in the print shop
actually more like disasters...
and going back there today in the nick of time
to replace my defected contents
ill be collecting my 2 soft bounded dissertations
and a CD tomorrow!
YOSH!
60 pounds
jialat
lucky starting from this year hard bounds
are not necessary for an undergraduate thesis
which cost whopping 120 each!
ridiculous....paper from malaysia summore
good quality though :S




Deadlines this friday
im 'this' close to the finish line now
cept for a law assignment also due this friday 4 pm
of which i have no idea how to do
and an engineering one nxt friday
fml la



law for me has always been a very love hate relationship
sometimes when u get it
and ure points are spot on and coherent
it feels so good
its like arguing to a point of ownage
that kind of thing
but that was when i was in UCS kch
now this british law is fked up man
and the contracts and shit
omg how liaw?
once again
i feel like im in deep shit
but at least that huge ass monkey of a thesis
is off my back
FOCUS!

Sunday, 18 April 2010

=D

Id really like to say that im finished with my thesis
but sadly im not....
almost though!!!!





So whats with the funny face you ask?
AMU this is dedicate to you!
n of cos all the other ppl who are having exams soon







Hilarious! lololol


Saturday, 10 April 2010

In a pile of shit.....

I was really stressed out until i read amy and jo's post
then I realized Im not alone
then i found the inspiration to write this post
Wheee


lol Im starting to see how funny it is now
i mean u know how u yourself feels like
mlif (my life is fked)
and then u see everyone around you huru hara oso
and then you take a moment to think
and then everything lightens up again
i dunno
its that funny tingly feeling u get
lol
i mean its like ive been through this before
with SPM
with final year projects in college
and that everything will eventually work itself out



also knowing your not alone
that what youre going through is equally as harsh
that not all is unfair after all...
wait that wasnt meant to offend anyone who is in shit atm
lol sry
but i function in the way that i find inspiration
from ppl around me
especially my good friends
cue to 'awww'
lame


im rambling
and im liking it
2:17am
times ticking
thesis...thesis...thesis...
i have 5 days left
actually 7
but i need 2 frikkin days to bind...minimum
so risky
and it costs like 30 pounds for binding one book
i need to bind 2
and everyone will be binding at the same time
omg
die lo like that


why am i so slowww
i made beautiful progress last sunday and monday
now im back to a friggin crawlllll
ugh practically wasted wed and thurs
by feeling complacent with how i was going
my heads all hazy and heavy these past few days
is it cuz im not exercising?
my butt seriously hurts
from sitting infront of my laptop
10 hours a day




im tired
but not tired
i think im mentally exhausted
my brain says 'no...i need fb noww'
my fingers say type your thesis
unfortunately my brain controls my fingers
my left arm hurts
from being in the same position for so long
ive wasted tons of paper
i dont think researching at this level is necessary
im an undergraduate
i didnt sign up for this le




but i guess its good exp
i m learning
i think
positive thoughts!
ive nvr spent this long on a single piece of work
since fyp during the college days
and that was 4 months
this is 7 months
so time consuming
i want to watch more docos
this post is becoming very pointless




when i go down to london again
im gonna get lola redvelvet
and busaba pad thai
mmmm





and this is what you get from 7 minutes of non stop typing anything that pops into your head lol


Sunday, 4 April 2010

Cold and complicated

...gotta get this manki off my back











pun intended in more ways than one

Friday, 26 March 2010

...of random thoughts and monopoly DEAL

Back in London again
sy invited me to stay over before we all go for hols
played monopoly Deal with him kok ming and his fren till 3
damn addictive
.....and vindictive




Had a sudden thought on my way to london...
why is there such hostility between
Christianity and Islam
whereas
Buddhism and Hinduism co-exists so peacefully
I guess Chinese and Indians dont like choi suing
and Angmohs have a knack for controlling everything they see
sigh i hate doing group work with angmohs
arrogant empty vessels
well so far anyway....


Sunday, 21 March 2010

Docs Phase

Just recently
ive been watching a few documentaries
that i found of particular interest
...well actually cuz they were oscar nominated lol
but neway got into the mood these past few days
felt the urge to watch something that had some scholastic value
or mebbe i just syiok sendiri
thinking taht watching these things would make me smarter lol




Newayyyy Burma VJ was one of the docs that got nominated
and for good reason
mainly due to the difficulty of actually obtaining footage
on what goes on in the military junta ruled Burma
it was a great watch as u could relate to it
due to our proximity with them and them being in ASEAN
kinda makes u appreciate life in msia more
but then again
the politics and corruption in msia is just as appalling
go watch this
actually go watch 'Home' first since u can just you tube it
this one go channel 4.com for those of u in UK
for those of u elsewhere....tough
cuz the direct streaming sites dont offer subs
and even if they do,
it doesnt make sense lol




The other doc that deserves praise would be 'The Cove'
even though i dont realy give a fk bout dolphins
it made me care for a second
and it was quite epic when that guy walked into the IWC meeting
with a computer screen attached to his body
of what was actually happening
but wadeva man
we have bigger problems than dolphins at hand
and sides dolphins are the only living creatures on earth
that can consciously rape females
and in most case the girls die......
due to drowning la
dirty minded ppl







This won the recent academy award btw
which i felt was a rather partial decision by the guild
due to it being american
and how made-for-america-the-film-was
and u know how ignorant those fools are in the north
so yea...bet most of them dont even know where Burma is
or what Home is about
i felt that 'Home' deserved more credit than it got
hence my annoyance to the matter
its just so effin pretty
watch 'Home' NOW
GO!!
All 3 of you
that means u edine n lionel and ronald
.....who i suspect are the only ones are still reading this shit
LOL :P
Its fking free and easy for gods sake
and it took 15 bloody years
for your pleasure and enlightenment



when youre done, come comment pls
domo

Monday, 15 March 2010

School Days


I just finish watching this anime called 'School Days'
when i really should be doing my assignments
but neway this is how i werk...





Man... dont let the innocent look of this anime fool u
It has got probably one of the freakiest endings
everrr
its like an OMGWTFBBQROLFPWNED ending
it still gives me the shudders thinking bout it
anime endings tend to do that
theyre nvr what u expect
but this one...a bit over and disturbing
go watch if interested
the link is posted up there free to watch, no virus'
promise lol

Sunday, 14 March 2010

Thirsty joke?

For the thirsty portion of this
After work today,
actually i have been noticing for quite a while
just that i nvr bothered to pen it down,
i realized that europeans,
particularly british ppl
are really thirsty





Heck on the train down to london during CNY
this guy sitting opp me sharing the same table
had a six pack stored away in his bag
and he was like draining it down the pipes
by the time he was done
i tot hed had enuf
but noo...
he went to the shop and got 2 more pints
and 15 mins before our journey ended
he went off to get another
but alas the shop was closing
his face was fking red lo
reeked alcohol
felt a bit uncomfortable with him in front of me during the journey
but he held on well
shit man
8 pints....
and he didnt even need to go to the toilet
where does it all gooo
i cant even finish a half pint






neway for the second half of this post,
was watching a trailer for the movie
a tree in tanjung malim
by tan chui mui
who is freaking awesome malaysian director
but neway the joke goes like this


'Mr. Panda had only one wish....
and that was to take photographs in colour'





LOL!
ingenious

Monday, 8 March 2010

Home

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jqxENMKaeCU

Wanted to embed since the whole movie is distributed freely like 'zeitgeist', but its been disabled.


Was in the mood for a documentary so i googled and got this....and what a pleasant surprise it was indeed! Though the message maybe slightly cliched, the way the movie was directed and put together was amazinggg. Almost every single frame of the documentary is like an art piece that belongs in some atelier or museum. Every scene is just brimming with colour and such an organic feel its like giving your eyes a refreshing change of candy worth feasting on.


And the narration by Glenn Close helped in conveying the message well.



Avatar took 10 years to prepare and be made.......Home took 15 years! & im so fking relieved that avatar did not win best picture at the oscars.



Rated 8.1 on IMDB, go do yourself a favour and watch this! but like i said, its slightly cliched but u have to experience this assault of perfect imagery on your eyes to believe it for yourself.




The world never looked so beautiful......'It's too late to be a pessimist'

Saturday, 6 March 2010

Cirque du Soleil: Varekai

Watched Varekai on thursday with ana and her bf,
ana's from brazil who happens to be my MU colleague
getting her to answer the phone was impossible
but atleast it ended well lol



Varekai was amazing!
Everyone should do themselves a favour and go for it
albeit a bit pricy
mine was on discount as im a student
but even so
it was still 45 pounds!
ana and steve had to pay 55 each





It was well worth it unlike lady GAGA
lazy bitch...
lol
It was so cool cuz u get to watch it in a tent
and the fallen angel depiction of Icarus
(the boy who flew too close to the sun
and whose wings were melted by the gods)
in the acrobatic net was fking breathtaking!
it makes u wonder what is the human limit
in terms of contortion





in terms of the choreography and music...
its magical
almost like going on a journey with the characters
and cause our seats were damn close
we got to see their facial expressions
which made it an even more immersive experience
theres just so much going on on stage at times
which i felt was its biggest downfall
as you dont know where to look and who to look at
so i missed out on a few good bits




Overall screw gaga and watch this shit!
Saltimbanco is coming in may

Wednesday, 3 March 2010

doggy days

Are days that i long for
but may nvr see again...
although i only had one summer hol so far
i felt like my whole life was a summer hol until i came over
but of course since its so fking cold here
im rambling lol




its just that time of year again
when you feel like youve been away for too long
and your treshold begins to reach its breaking point
of missing home i mean...




im a sentimental melodramatic sap
but who can disagree
i mean all those of you from kch
kchs just got this charm and warmth
that beckons you
haiz as michael buble would put it
'its like i just stepped outside,
when everything was good and right'





the title of this post is actually dedicated to my dog
and how much it provided me with comfort,
endearment, and company
and also cause i just watched marley & me
but dobby is obviously better looking



thats actually my lil niece from nz
my aunt kidnapped her from her mum
for 3 months
well actually she came at her own accord
as she loves cny in kch
and wants to see lions




sigh.....
talked to john a few hours ago
hes pretty down too bout being in perth atm





aiyaaa bloody thesis
gonna start cracking on it again lol


Monday, 22 February 2010

Thesis

argh...
Its ruining my life












What am i doing???

Sunday, 21 February 2010

有隻老虎

Found this cool little cny song by accident
Loved it
Enjoy!






In case you're wondering
its are you sleeping brother john

Thinking out of the box

Questions for Irish School Entrance Exams
Time Allowed: 1 minute


GO~!




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Answers








Fail!
I only got question 2 correct.....




Boy i sure do feel stupid
lol

LOL


LOL

Wednesday, 17 February 2010

CNY.....or not

wth is wrong with my internet...
so effin slow la
even with the 50 pound max speed plan
ever since that day when the signal box got busted
fml




Bah 2 years without CNY
Feels like its taking its toll on me
But in a way im getting used to it too
But tis sad as it used to be the most happening time of the year




Went down to london on the 11th till the 17th
to 'celebrate' lol
but cant help the fact that it isnt a proper holiday
and that ppl are still busy




nevertheless had a rather homely and therapeutic time
went for indian in a proper restaurant for the first time for dinner on friday 12th
with the amu, sy and mel
'green chilli'
pretty good stuff if i mite say so myself
plus we had 50% off
damn syiok la




then the rest of my trip was pretty much a blur
cny eve was uneventful
cant rememebr anything cept for the small family dinner i had
slept at 10 pm that nite wtf



cny/val day itself was filled with awesome food
seems like everytime i go down to london its all bout food
u know i always promise myself that ill see the tower bridge/canary wharf
when i go down
but end up eating lol



went for dim sum with my uncle at round 2pm
the deep fried vietnamese spring rolls were superb
kia kia round chinatown
split up
explored leicester square, soho and chinatown more thoroughly
found awesome patisseries & cool shops
there are actually plaques of stars with handprints on the grounds round leicester
where they have all the movie premiers
pretty cool



killed time till i met up with leonard for hot chocolate
at the 'nordic bakery'
famous for its cinnamon buns too
then followed him to church
cuz ive never been to an actual english one
tot itd make for a good experience


then went to 'tomoe' for jap
dont be confused with the super value for money one in kch along jalan mendu
no doubt the ratings for food were good and it really delivered
in those respects
but as u should all know by now...
jap food is always fking overpriced where ever u are
the restaurant required us to spend a minimum of 15 pounds pp
to sit down and eat
wtf rite?
so we ordered tekthang(monkey's dick), black cod, 3 sushis
damage done = 46.50 pounds for 2 persons
and we werent that full
but the food was good la


then on the monday which was the 1st day of cny
me & amy went on a food hunting trip
for the best beef pho in town & and best macaroons in town
both can be found at 'song que' and 'macaron' respectively
both took a while to find lol
then joined up with mel
and went to 'awana' for dinner for malaysian
got 50% off again
awesome stuff
though the laksa was a bit too belachany for my taste
i like nice smelling laksa
eg. swak laksa lol
but their laksa was satisfying for the moment
the kuih bingka dessert was fantastic
with the almond vanilla clotted cream
match made in heaven!


2nd day of cny went to ikea near wembley with my uncle
ate swedish meatballs and tapaoed 2 daim cake
then met with sy for dinner at awesome assa for korean
stayed over at his place cuz it was closer to euston station
and partly also cuz we wanted to play dota
so that would require a whole nite's investment
lol
had daim cake for dessert
mmm ridiculously good




caught the train this morning back to manc.
to begin the final leg of hell
havent started on my fixed thesis
fml x 3
but first things first
lady gaga tomorrow nite!

Tuesday, 9 February 2010

omgotzzz

a 5day weekend without internet is
HELL
especially when u have the sudden urge to do ure thesis

nuf said...

Monday, 1 February 2010

Revived Again! Fucking Bastard!

Omg havent blogged for ages and everytime i get the urge to,
i lose interest almost immediately
lol cant be bothered la





so ive been waiting a long time for something worthy enough to blog about once again
and it just so happens to be an incident
which happened a couple of hours ago.





some fucking drunk bastard with bloodshot eyes(hence i deduced he was drunk)
tried to pull me off my bike just now along seaford road near subway.
yes i sed it....
i have never said the f word in front of anyone before ever since form 2
lol but i felt this incident justifies profanity





well what happened was i saw some asshole in the middle of the road shouting 'hello!' on the phone multiple times like as if the person on the other side of the line couldnt hear him. i noticed him from afar and proceeded with slight caution but still oblivious to the fact that he was drunk as that was a no alcohol street. then when i got closer to him he pressed forward to my direction and started saying 'excuse me! excuse me!' but in a drunk groggy way like i owe him money. when we crossed paths he grabbed hold onto my arm and tried to pull me down that fucker and so a flung my arm to break that hold while i was in motion(thk god i was still in motion otherwise id have to face off with him). of cos i was shocked but it took me no less then 2 seconds to realize it was high time i shouted something bad to ppl like him....so instead of dashing down the road to flee the scene with my tail between my legs, though itd be impossible with my bicycle, i slowed down as i could still hear him shouting 'fuck u u fucking chinkyyy!' and turned and shouted back u fucking bastardd! and pointed my middle finger at him lol





he then darted my direction and shouted im gonna get u u fuck! but alas, to no avail, i continued on at my leisurely pace half mocking him with my complacency and half showing him the middle finger lol






i wanted to do a no handlebars hold double middle finger salute but didnt risk tempting fate for just the pleasure of pissing him off even more with coolness




what a way to start the new semester......




On a side note,
I finally tried cooking one of my fav. wagamamamama dishes yesterday
the 'amai udon'
without prawns though cuz prawns pawn my wallet
peanut butter, honey, soy sos, ketchup, lime juice, brown sugar, & tamarind paste
with deepfried tofu, leeks, onions, baby corn, sugarsnap peas and garlic
awesome comboooo
cooked it for a couple of frenz who helped me out a lot during crunch time
tasted pretty alright actually along with my siew yuk




bantered on through the nite
and they were discussing something i found of peculiar interest
have u ever noticed,
that you lose ure appetite or rather u wont really have much of an appetite for what u cook?
i mean not that what i or rather we cook is inedible..
but its more like u cook when ure hungry and when ure all ready to eat,
u take one or 2 bites and feel like u lost ure appetite




THINK about it
im sure were not the only ones feeling this way
pretty interesting eh?